Slacker

Ok, so I know I've been a total slacker in that I haven't posted in about 3...maybe 4?...months. Sorry about that. To be honest, I haven't wanted to write anything. Why? Because there is nothing to write. Our adoption process isn't just moving slowly, it's not moving at all. We are still #45. Yep, you read that right, #45. Justin and I have gotten to the point where we hate hearing someone ask "so, how are things going with your adoption?" Don't get me wrong, we LOVE the support and encouragement from all of our family and friends. It's just that everytime someone asks us that, we are reminded that things aren't moving. We are literally begging God for a sign as to what we are supposed to do... is He giving us time to have together? Is He teaching us patience? Is this not the direction He wants us to go?  I need a big blaring sign, please Lord.